October 26, 2016

October 25, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , , at 1:41 am by gruundehn

I am overweight. I weigh in at about 260 pounds (or about 120 Kg). I need to get my weight down but I just remembered something that is making it hard to get rid of the unwanted weight. A dietitian years ago told me that I should have breakfast within an hour of waking. I have also been told to not eat after midnight until I test my blood sugar. I test at roughly 5:30AM or whenever I wake, whichever is later. If I wake anytime before 4:30AM then the two requirements are in conflict. So my body does not process food like it should and my weight does not go down. I do not eat as I believe my blood sugar testing is more important. Now, I just need to get to sleep and stay asleep better.

What I do get done during the early morning hours when I cannot get back to sleep is get some writing done. I am almost finished with the first draft of GENERATIONS UPON GENERATIONS so once I finish the plot I will have to go back and add the details that I have left out so far, and perhaps expand on some sections that I think are weak. But I never can go through anything I have written without making changes. I have been doing some thinking about the next book in the series: HIGH TREASON. I have the plot down and once I start writing it should go quickly unless I end up rewriting it several times as I have done with GENERATIONS UPON GENERATIONS. The last book in the series, probably, will probably be titled THE END but that is still up in the air. I like the title and the closure it gives to the series. But then I think of Isaac Asimov and his FOUNDATION series. It started off as a trilogy and ended up a series of six or seven books once he went back to the series. I do not intend to go back to this series, so a set of five is all it will be. I have too many other books to finish.

I have nothing expected for the next week so I should get a lot of writing done. Last Thursday I tried to get Chapter 13 of DREADNOUGHT posted but I was almost finished when I lost it. It was an all day job so I couldn’t start over and I have been busy with a lot of incidental stuff so I put it off until this Thursday upcoming. I have gotten several “Likes” and some “follows” but no comments except from my brother and he makes his comments by email. ENTRANCE EXAMINATION is a very upbeat sort of story, one I wrote a long while ago. I had a very optimistic view of the future while writing that story but DREADNOUGHT, GENERATIONS UPON GENERATIONS, HIGH TREASON and THE END are much darker. At least, they are so far. I may change the mood for the last two before I write them; but, I doubt it.


October 25, 2016

October 24, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , , , , at 12:24 am by gruundehn

Monday evening and it is trying to pretend it is going to rain here in Tucson. Clouds are everywhere and I have heard thunder but as yet no drops have fallen that I can tell.

I haven’t any excuse for not posting these last few days. I just never thought to get around to it I guess. But then, my life is not exactly the type that adventure novels are made of. I get up, a good night’s sleep or a bad night’s sleep, read, write and watch videos. I eat a bland diet, not out of medical necessity but my nose does not work right so my sense of smell / taste is minimal. SO, as a result I do not go for very varied items to eat as it all tastes the same, pretty much. The high point of my day, for now, is watching football, American football. I have never been much of a fan of soccer (football to everyone else). Ice hockey is something I am interested in, I started getting interested when I was stationed in upstate New York. I tried following the Boston Bruins but that died out while living here in Tucson. Not much ice hockey in the desert. That is going to change as a new minor league hockey team has formed and will be playing here. Their first home game is this Friday but they have played two away games so far. I am going to try to attend some of the home games and learn the game.

I complain an awful lot about sleeping badly and after a week of sleeping well, I am back to sleeping badly during the night and napping during the day. Last night I actually slept well but I still napped most of the day today. At the age of 67 maybe I am expecting too much with wanting to sleep well more often. But this is something I complain about since I don’t have adventures to brag about.

I watched the Bengals win Sunday and I am glad that they are not as bad as they once were but I am sad that they are not as great as they have been recently. But, good or bad, I am their fan and will remain so. I just hope that someday I will be able to afford to attend one of their games in person and cheer them on. But I am not a rich man and right now that is off the to-do list. It remains on the I-wish list however and maybe it can get on the to-do list.

I haven’t done a YouTube video for a while. I did my last one on the 2nd Amendment and the Declaration of Independence. Someone did a rebuttal and I have been doing some research in order that my rebuttal of his rebuttal is well grounded. I am ready I believe so I am doing it tomorrow. I want to get back to doing them regularly, say one a day or at least one a week. I have subscribers now and I owe it to them.

October 20, 2016

October18, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , , , , , at 3:03 am by gruundehn

I am not watching the Presidential “debate” tonight. It isn’t a debate and no good will come of it. Now, if Gary Johnson had been allowed to join in that would be different. Clinton and Trump have done little but sling mud and Johnson has tried to speak exclusively to the issues. If he had been in the debate, he could have actually done some good for the country.

The monthly Pima County Libertarian meeting was last night and the County Chair is going to go to a new man, actually a former Chair who is getting active again after holding elective office. Already he is working to get the party active and growing, and he doesn’t take office until January. It looks like I will be more active as well, which means I may not have as much time for writing. But, as it stands now, other things keep pulling me away from my writing anyway so it probably won’t make too much of a difference.

I did pamper myself today and I got a massage, an hour-long one. I felt great afterwards. I need to become a millionaire so I can get a good massage daily. The only problem with that is that when I go out for a massage, I eat out and given the portion sizes in restaurants, I overeat.

I got my first toy for the TOYS 4 TOTS campaign and I spent some time today searching for number 2. I bought nothing but I did search. I donated four toys last year and I intend to donate more this year, even if just one extra. I enjoy doing this as I believe that private charity is better than government welfare. I am donating what I want to donate, not paying some bureaucrat to do something I disapprove of.

Some years ago I was hoping to join a monastic order, an order of canons, but it fell through. When I was first talking with them, they said that they would help me on my spiritual path. I had a suggestion of a possible problem (note how tentative this is) and they told me don’t bother, try again in two years. Needless to say, it has been over two years and I haven’t spoken with them again. I mention them, and I am not going to name the order, as I have come to the conclusion that I may need to form my own order. I am writing the Rule now, taking a lot from the Benedictines, when I can. How I am going to set this up, I don’t know but it is a goal worth striving for. Maybe I’ll use my nonexistent metal detector and discover a pirate treasure on the nonexistent beach here in Tucson.

Let’s see, I am writing novels, I am posting them chapter by chapter on a blog, I am working on a Rule for an order of canons, I am writing a web comic (I won’t be doing the art, someone I know will) and I am involved in politics (soon to be much more involved). When I retired I didn’t expect to be more busy than when I was on active duty.


October 18, 2016

October 17, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , , , , , at 1:04 am by gruundehn

Another bad night for sleeping. I should never have talked about how well I was sleeping last week. Presuming, of course, that there is some sort of cosmic relationship between the two.

My Nook e-reader is still frozen and nothing I have done yet has gotten it unfrozen. I am trying one last thing, I am draining the battery in hopes that when it gets so low it will unfreeze since the power will not be enough to keep whatever is causing the freeze working.

I got some writing done during the early hours of this morning instead of after 9AM as usual. I will get no writing done tomorrow as I chew out the Pima County government in the morning, get one or more videos done in the afternoon and the evening will be taken up with the Libertarian Party monthly meeting. Wednesday, being a payday, I will be running around getting various things, like grocery shopping, done; so Thursday will be my return to writing unless I get some done in the wee hours of the morning while nothing else is available. That may be my writing pattern from now on.

I am getting old, remember I turned 67 last Friday, and it seems that whatever breaks down in my body happens on the left side. Except for the breakdowns that happen to all my body like my diabetes and accidents like breaking my right arm. But today I had a few moments of weakness in my left leg. I almost couldn’t stand and walking was a test of not falling over. It is gone now but I wonder what is going to break or malfunction next. Science needs to find a way to maintain our bodies easily and safely so that we can grow old without all the aches and pains.

I just got a new copy of a reference book I need for my YouTube videos, which is why I expect to get a video done tomorrow afternoon. I have an older copy around somewhere but I do not know where. My apartment is too cluttered and messy for me to find anything with ease. Unless, of course, I use it a lot or keep it in a specific and known place, like my glasses. I hate throwing things, especially books, away and thus the accumulation. I have books and videos that I have yet to read or watch as the case may be, or books that I haven’t read in decades but I keep them around. I have videos and books that I do not like but I haven’t gotten rid of yet. The more stuff accumulates, the harder it is to start in throwing it away.

Another reason that I have so much stuff is that I am kind of interested in almost everything so I buy books on many different subjects, read them once (if that much) and set them aside and never look at them again, or if I do it is so rarely that I might as well not have the book. I have to reign in my wandering focus and focus on just a few subjects. But even then the subjects are broad enough to build my book collection back up to unmanageable levels.

October 17, 2016

3rd Sunday in the Creation Season, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , , , , , at 2:30 am by gruundehn

Well, I guess I jinxed myself talking about how good I have been sleeping. I got no sleep last night and fell asleep in the morning so I missed church. I did get several hours of sleep but completely off schedule.

Well, I checked for what package could have been stolen and found none. I did get a package in the mailbox but my neighbor said specifically it was UPS that dropped the package off. I have no package being delivered by way of UPS. Every package in transit is coming through the Post Office. I am confused.

I did get some writing done while I waiting to get to sleep. Not much, I kept going to bed and trying to sleep and then getting up after a while frustrated. I have to write what I am going to say on Tuesday and I want to make sure that I have a hard-hitting speech that cannot go over 3 minutes in length. This should be fun. The Pima County Board of Supervisors needs every chewing out I, and anyone else, can give them.

Since the end of the year is coming up, I am starting to look for next year’s calendars. I get some as gifts from various charities but I still like hunting for calendars. And I hate to shop. The sort of calendars I buy are military aircraft or Weimaraner dogs. When I was young, before I joined the USAF, my family had a Weimaraner dog and I have been in love with the breed ever since. So, I might buy a Weimaraner calendar if I can find one, often I can’t, or something with military aircraft; I do get a gift calendar from the Commemorative Air Force and I enjoy the photos there, but I also like more modern military aircraft as well.

I also need to get a few more toys for the Toys for Tots campaign. Plus, I will be watching two editions of the A CHRISTMAS CAROL during the season. I watch the version with Patrick Stewart and the one with George C. Scott. Of all the ones I have seen, those two are the best I believe. I will also read the book. This story is one that inspires me.

October 16, 2016

October 15, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , , at 3:35 am by gruundehn

Saturday games today. However, I have noticed one point that bothers me. Regardless of what I am doing, watching TV, video, reading, or playing, I fall asleep if my mind isn’t fully engaged and sometimes when it is. I have been getting a good nights sleep for several days now but it still happens. I don’t know when it started, I think I was falling asleep but only for a few seconds or maybe minutes for a long time now but it never really something I noticed. My body is wearing out in more ways than I had known about. And it isn’t caffeine, I drank more caffeinated drinks, coffee especially, when I was younger and unless it is a delayed reaction of several years, the amount of caffeine I am drinking now is miniscule in comparison

As I was leaving for the game one of my neighbors in the apartment complex told me that a package had been left at my door by UPS. I never got it and so I supposed it had been stolen. Once I got home tonight I checked my package notifications and could not discover what the package could have been. I did get a package yesterday but it was in my mail box. It was a bolo tie, I have started collecting them, not as a collection like a coin collection, but to wear. I now have five. One for specific occasions, one for general use and three for church. If I am going to wear a tie, it will be a bolo tie. I hate neckties, and I own several.

The weather has started turning cold, at least cold for Tucson. The days are nice, not hot and barely warm, and the nights are cool. This may be why I am sleeping better but since I don’t sleep outside, I doubt it. But I did read an article about a year ago or so that claimed that a cool room gives better sleep. I forget what the suggested temperature was but I don’t turn the central heat on in the winter here even if the temperature drops below freezing. I have an electric blanket, and several regular blankets, to keep me warm at night and a space heater to warm up the room I spend more of my time in. Let winter come, I’m not afraid.

October 14, 2016

October 14, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , at 9:46 pm by gruundehn

Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday to me, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday to me.

And there I have paid more attention to this birthday, I am 67 now, than I have to any other birthday in probably 45+ years.

I attended a court hearing this morning on an election issue and in my mind the right side won the skirmish. To describe the issue, the equipment Pima County uses to tabulate the votes in an election (it is a recent purchase) takes a picture, sends the picture to a computer where the votes are tabulated. The ballot itself is not used to count, just the digital image of the ballot. And there is no way to compare the ballots to the images since the County has been destroying the images for the last two elections, the only two this equipment has been used for. Since the digital data can be manipulated once it is in the computer, reference the Volkswagen scandal, the ability to trace the computer record to the actual ballot is crucial. The judge decided that the images were public records and as such, they must be kept just like ballots.

I am taking the day off from writing and just relaxing. I attended the court hearing this morning but that was it. I do not intend to do anything else today that might be considered work. Taking the day off, when I can, is about the only thing I do for my birthday.  Normally, am busy doing something even if not writing, even on weekends,  but today I relax.

October 13, 2016

October 12, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , , at 1:19 am by gruundehn

OK, I goofed up. Instead of adding the short story to my other blog, I added it to this one. I’ll have to discover how to copy a page from here to there and delete the page here. I want my writing to all be on the same blog, not scattered. But, if you read the short story, I would like feedback. I ask for feedback all the time and rarely get it.  Just my youngest brother commenting on my novels in emails to me. I don’t know if he reads this blog or how he discovered my other blog, I don’t remember telling him about it but I could have.

I got a lot of writing done today but it was all on a movie idea. This is a problem I have, and I acknowledge it, I tend to jump about between stories. It used to be that I would try to jump between all my novels on the idea that if I hit a block on one, I could jump to another and get working there. I discovered that I spent too much time trying to decide what story to work on. It seems to be coming back. But this movie idea is one I like. It is a variation on the old Judy Garland / Mickey Rooney “put on a play in order to save X” movies. And that is all I am going to say now.

I have started collecting toys for the TOYS FOR TOTS campaign coming up. I try to collect between four to six toys for various ages and both boys and girls and take them to a Marine Corps collecting site. Yes, I know other organizations collect toys for needy kids for Christmas, but I give to the Marines. My youngest brother is a retired Marine and I am retired Air Force, plus the Marine Corps Reserve started it all. So there, not that there aren’t other campaigns to help kids at Christmas such as Angel Tree, but I stick with one.


October 12, 2016

October 11, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , , , , at 4:38 am by gruundehn

I slept good last night. Every time I woke to go to the bathroom, I slept longer when I got back to bed and I didn’t stay awake when I got back into bed. I wish I had more nights of good sleep, I am tired of nights of bad sleep. And that pun was intentional.

I haven’t done a video for a while as I am still doing research to counter the video done in opposition to my last one. I know that the maker is wrong and I know on what points he is wrong, most of the ones he makes, but I want some solid resources I can cite in the refutation video.

I have been paying attention to the political news and I am disgusted with both the Democrats and the Republicans. Except that it is impossible I would demand a mulligan for both of those old school bully parties. But, in addition to it being impossible, I doubt that any replacement would be any better. The political elites of both parties are too out of touch and anyone that successfully works past them is going to be too unworkable probably.

I did get some writing done, both on GENERATIONS UPON GENERATIONS and a movie idea I had a while back and have let sit. And, since I didn’t have to go anywhere, I sat around all day in my skivvies. I only put pants and shoes on to go check mail. There is something liberating about just wearing skivvies. Granted I wouldn’t want to be out in just them, like fleeing a fire for example, but that is why I keep a pair of pants and shoes by my front door.

Ten to fifteen thousand words more before I will consider GENERATIONS UPON GENERATIONS done. If I don’t let myself get sidetracked, I think that is two days hard work. Six hours a day is what I used to do on a routine basis, but the work I did is gone, computer crashes are horrible and I still don’t do backups like I should. But I write primarily for myself, it would be nice if I got published but that is secondary to just writing. There are uncounted stories that I have done over the years that have been lost and will never see the light of day as the old saying goes. And I don’t mind, I got the stories down once and that was what mattered then. Now, with my posting on my other blog, I kind of wish I still had them. But so few were ever finished, not that I ever consider any of my writing finished, that I could not post them without extensive work. Just as well I guess.

I rarely write short stories, I usually have too much to say for one. But, I have a short story that I will be posting tomorrow, Wednesday the 12th. A simple little thing one that I have no idea where I got the idea but it is one that I have toyed with for months. For those that read my other blog, I hope you enjoy it.

October 10, 2016

2nd Sunday of the Creation Season, 2016

Posted in Personal tagged , , , at 12:02 am by gruundehn

Today has not been going well for me. I overslept, hugely, and missed church and kept wanting to sleep all day. I watched the Bengals Cowboys football game, I just stopped as the game ended in order to write this (it was over long before) and was highly disappointed by the performance of the Bengals. I will give them credit, they never gave up; but not giving up is useless if you don’t have the capability to do something and the Bengals just never played well enough for their efforts to be anything but useless.

I don’t plan on watching the second Presidential debate tonight as the last one disgusted me so much and this one looks to be even worse. I doubt policy is going to get more than lip service and I expect that it will be attack sound bites all around and all throughout.

I did spend some time working on my writing, but not much. Every time I went to the kitchen for a drink of water, I came close to going back to bed. What is weird is that I have been sleeping well the last couple of nights. Why I am so tired is beyond me for now.

I was expecting rain yesterday and it never came. Oh well, just another disappointment. I envy, kind of, those places where the rain is not a rare event all year. I love Tucson but sometimes I think about moving, usually to Indianapolis where I was born. The first house I remember living in still exists and the trees my father planted are well grown. I looked it up online and the assessed value listed is only $58,000 which means to me that it is in a bad neighborhood and probably run down. I have fond memories of living there but I doubt the present reality is worth the nostalgia.

Tomorrow is another day and one that I hope will be better for me. I am not an optimist, not really although kind of. I hope for the best but when it doesn’t happen, I really wasn’t surprised. But tomorrow is another day and I can look forward to that.

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